My Way.

hmm.酱有一年了咯.
高三年真的是结束了的啦..
我不能再依赖中学生活..
纵容我不去学习自立的中学生涯.
纵容我自行自决定.我行我素的生活.


"wei..明年要读什么哦.??"
这是大家时常给与我的开场白..
"不懂哦.."
这也是我时常给大家的答复..


很想知道我真正的答案是吗?
嗯.
答案..
我可能不能继续读书.
我可能直接接手妈妈所谓的家族生意.
我可能为了帮姐姐的事业而去读管理系.

我真正想修的..是音乐系.
但音乐不能当饭吃.
家庭背景给与我家庭负担.
我不能自私.不能不负责任.

曾经很自气高昂的发誓要参加新秀赛.
曾经发誓要闯进超级星光大道.
没有了..呵呵..
所以啊.那些要做海报来支持我的朋友们.
可以省下来了啦..呵呵.

"I'm a doll.
yes. I'm a doll..
a doll who just do exactly what my mum say..
no ignore. no comment."

这就是我出世以来到现在..
到现在..只是一个拥有普通知识的人.
就连关于大学的基本认知也不懂.
什么foundation.college.uni.都不懂.
荒谬吗? 很荒谬..


很可惜的是.我不可以告诉妈妈我有多无助.
问我要读哪里.要读什么.
骂我相信朋友多于相信家人.
骂我不自我反省.骂我到现在依然放荡无恙.
我无言以对....




anyway..
2008 is gonna end just in 1 more day.
as everyone told themselves.
a new year comes a new life, new hope..
I could have just pray for the same isn't it..?



我要加油.

IP Man.

今天跟 daTou ^ michelle 去了一趟Pavilion.
是临时安排滴.
话说是昨昨天跟大头聊下聊下聊出来的.
应该是说我吹水问她要表看戏才对.哈哈.
随便啦.


IP Man.很不错的一部戏. =)
真的很好看下的喔.不是开玩笑的咯.
里面的剧情起伏.个个角色的对白.都超有笑点的. xD
Example..
叶准(叶问的son).
"爸爸.妈妈话,如果你再唔出手的话,屋企滴野就会比他打烂的啦."
金山找(乡巴佬).
"他奶奶的........."
etc etc..

哈哈.或许单看我打的对白你们会觉不怎好笑.
所以一定要亲眼亲耳去看一次.
你就自然会觉好笑的啦. =D

这部片有两句话说的很好.
有在替男人说好话哦.
"这世界上没有怕老婆的男人,只有尊重老婆的男人." x)
是是很鬼死有意思咧~~哈哈~


lolz..现在有死鬼想要学泳春拳的念头咯 xD




I have a nice day didn't I?
=)

P.D X'mas.

got my X'mas celebration at Port Dickson.
its been a long long long time since I've been P.D.
macam sudah more than 1oyrs ady.
still remembered that my kencing had mixed with the sea. xD
(come on..I was just 5yrs old only lar >. <)
haha. quite happy n enjoy larr actually.
eventhough there were not much things to play.

sorry larr guys..
I wanted to play the banana boat with u guys derr..
but guanyin ma didn't bao you me larr..
my MC came visit me at the next day of the trip ady. =/

anyway..
really wanna say a big thankz to u guys larr.
it was the 1st time I had my X'mas celebration at another place instead of kl.
n I was really so sangat happy n excited to have the 2008 X'mas with u all =)
eventhough I have ady graduated.


CAPE NO 7.
not bad derr actually..
很生活化..haha..
worthy to have a watch. =)




thankz so much.
my lovely drum team.
=)

Latest News.

Latest News.
我老妈中头奖啦.
nehh..sportoto magnum 1+3D那些咧.
老人家得空得空都买下碰下运气吧.


刚刚才知道的咧.
她一回来就冲上来叫我开website给她check.
7387~记着呃.哈哈.
她真的是开心到~~~~
还是第一次看到她这么死鬼开心的咧.


顺便讲下号码的灵感.
灵感源于:
我妈的同事无端端撞车.
她第一个看到(在案发现场咯-.-)
老人家最信这些的啦.
所以就去买下咯.幸运到她~~




看到她酱开心.
还真替她同事可怜.
lolz...


anyway.也替我妈开心啦~~
她开心我更开心咯~~~ xDD
阿哈哈.



p/s.她现在还在下面爽着.
准备让全世界知道-.-(她的作风来的xD)


p/s 2.tmr go PD lor i think. haha.

薪水.

看到标题大概都懂somo事了啦.哈哈.
没错.今天我终于领了任职老师一个月的薪水.

大家应该都会觉得数目很可观吧.
跟自己姐姐工作喔.肯定多的啦
哈.错啦错啦.
我才领了rm500而已啦.
无所谓啦.帮轻姐姐吗.
本想不收的.看她副死样就懂若我不收就等死.
我姐是那种很"guan zhen"的人来的.
所以就收咯.

不要怀疑.我绝对不是第一次打工.
从小学就有在打暑假工了啦.(我很懂事的okayy-.-)
只是都是在我妈的妹妹的公司打工.
工照做.薪水有照给啦当然.
不过就不懂那些钱去了哪里咯........

而这次是领现金.超有成就感的.
所以才特别记载啦. xD
而且是当老师呃~
阿梦当老师呃~不是开玩笑的咯~! x)
是是很"屈机"咧 xD

好啦.
水就吹完了啦.哈.

hmm..
接下来的planzz..
有练习咯...
可能有6a2的gathering咯..
还有鼓队的PD christmas trip.. (你们也越来越跨张了吧-.-)
还有舞蹈学会的christmas party..
lolz..弄到我的time table很像很满酱.

cham lorr..
6a2 gathering n drumteam trip at 24 werr..
sei mou..-.-





I prefer to be a single now.

day day day.

this few dayz..err quite okaayy larr..

鼓队camp开始了咯.15th~18th err..
不被允许留宿的情况下.就被逼来来回回学校.
是很烦人一下lorr..
也因为酱才会坐在这里打打打=/


anyway..
就因为不能留宿.才可以去6a2的gathering.
but其实那天已经是sibeh累了的咯..
等吃等到底着头偷睡了一下下酱.哈哈.
是真的有想过不要去.在家睡觉的啦.
不过想到以后 mou gei horr有时间同机会可以见面.
就去咯去咯.


在这里要告诉丽而一间事情..
而.
其实那天晚上是超怕你驾车的.
sorry arr but I have say still =/
你喝了酒blur blur deii酱..不敢阻止你..
讲我不担心是假的啦.你问欣琪我抓她抓的多紧就懂了.
真的不是要怀疑你的技术啊..
只是出过车祸的人都会担心害怕的.
而且车上有五条人命.我真的不想案件从演啊..
really sorry arr LiEr.. =/


hmm..
还是很开心啦其实 =)
大家吹下水酱..虽然我没过夜啦.
(我很想的啦 ><)
anyhow..是开心的.哈哈.

高三文孝! xD

Campur-campur.

最近的天气都蛮变化无常.
几乎天天都在哭.是又哭不是又哭.
早上天气好dei dei也可以大哭一场.晚上更不用讲咯..
.
.
.

aikzz..sighh..

去拿了UEC Result ..................
guess what?!
somo都有..A,B,C,F.
是是很COLOURFUL-.-!?
TMD. =/


Bookkeep B3! wtf man!
can't even get 5 credits summore! Fuck larr man!

totally fed up larr.

.
.
.
.

礼拜一6a2在海良家"浸船"呃..
去没有大家..一起啦~

高三文孝.

嗯.今天回中华来.回去看hands camp的feedback performance.
啊原来我搞错时间.是明天 -.-

在还没被通知时间搞错之前.就我在等待之际啦.
看着光前堂.脑海里在重组着毕业的那天.
看到那高兴的我们.
看到我和你.
兴奋得在唱歌..看毕业短篇.
叹气了一下.."结束了.."

走到学生楼三楼.一间间课室慢慢的经过.
走到一间没有班牌的课室.
呵没错..就是高三文孝 =)

门锁了.我进不去.
站在外面看着四周.看着课室里的一桌一凳.
脑海里又再度重组当天的情景.
看到我们在拍照..在彼此的衣服写上感言..留言..画画..
那被叠在一起的椅子们依然健在.男人们的完美杰作 =)
看到我们平时上课的模样..吵闹的时候..
在班上打球的时候..甚至在班上练唱的时候..

还有..
那烙印在布告栏上的毕业留言..
我很想将它拆下来..自私的将它带回家..
可门开不了.我身材又酱"美"..真的进不去啦..
大家的一字一句.一笔一划.很深刻..
有popiah.khei.vivian.daTou.penn.ahlock的画..还有很多很多..
感触突涌而来. =/

当时的我啊..真的是..
aiiyoo..流了一两滴泪酱咯.
难免的啦aiiyoo..相信大家都会吧..哈哈.
高三文孝应该是唯一一班没班牌的班了吧.
哈哈.够特别够特出~

dahh..中华.
过了今年我还会有几何会回去..?
嗯..很难说吧..

贵庆在msn留言说他想高三文孝想到快要死了.
我想说我也是..是真的想到快要自杀的那种. =/
要不然今天这些字句肯定不会出现.
大家可以记得我吗..?会否记得我吗..?


我期望再见到大家.高三文孝.

Prom Night.

20081208.

Prom Night.
greatest Prom Night ever?
hmm..probably YES. =)

嗯.
原本打算去看看就好.
坐在那边等人来拍照bla bla bla.
okay larr. 人要扮大牌下的marr xD

结果?
不是等人来拍.而是去拍人家.
wat will u guys think? cam man?
yeah u're right. I'm definitely the cam man again.
哈哈.我也很想等人来拍的larr.
不过朋友叫到.不帮不可以啦.

跑全场.很累的咯其实.
所以说.cam man不好当. =/
anyway. as what I said at the past post.
I could captured their faces n evrything.
hmm. somes like 成就感. haha.

11++pm 就结束啦.
很爽?还不错吧 =)
嗯.第一次的中学生涯prom也是最后一次的prom.

=====================================================

题外话.
昨晚突然收到你的信息.
嗯.我不知为什么你会有那个突然间的话语.
你很想了解我.很想帮助我.

嗯.
我知道了.
我们会是永远的好朋友.

======================================================



our 1st n last time formal fotos.

6A2' 08

well.
it's been a long time that I didn't blog AGAIN.
haha. I have no idea lorr..
really felt lazy or even not really wanna on the pc.

anyway. I'm still here to make a fast updatez 2.
hmm..

20081130~20081204.
it was my form 6 year end trip.
v had those wonderful n honest time at Langkawi.
many bad things happen but our heart were still together.
when bad things happen v're not blaming each other =)

rmb those things..?
tyre puncture..car spoilt out..
v never yard or even blame each other.
but just blame the tour guide only larr..haha..

hmm..
I was almost the camera man during the whole trip.
sometimes I was willing n happy to be.
cuz I could captured my friends whom smilling happily for it.
their teeth..faces..eyes..
all those actions..when they were in games..
can u imagine how touching it could be when u flashback all those pictures?

but I was sad at the same time.
I couldn't be with them in the every picture I captured.
but I understand n I knew.
there must be one of us needs to be sacrificed.
so that all those smiles, actions, all those moment could be captured down in the right timing.

I knew u guys would said that Im 犯贱.
but I rather be if I could captured u guys =)
if GOD give me another chance.I would choose the same way.
cuz I know. Friends is my entire world =)

the last night of the trip.
oh man..it was my bravest moment in my entire life.
said out all those words that have stuck in my heart for a freaking long time.
my truth life.
my hardest 2 mask that live with my soul for many yrs.
thankz u guys for allowing me talked so long.
n sorry to u guys too cuz I made u guys worried abt me.

big head.
thank you..
thankz for everything.
listening my words..caring abt me..even worrying..
n so sorry to u when u were in my room.
I didn't meant to say those words.
but u know.. blur ppl wont care out others feeling.

anyway.
thank you n sorry again to u guys.





I do really appreciate to know u guys.
Thank GOD. =)

Updatez.

well..
since I wasn't blogging for a few dayz.
so now let's make a quick updatez larr.

嗯..这几天都还是在工作啦.
yes u're right larr. still work as a TEACHER larr.
没什么特别啦.来来去去都那几件事.
mmn..everything seems to be okayy =)

23.11.2008.
湘仪小妹妹生日.
生日快乐咯~
嗯..
谢谢你那么在乎我.
谢谢你那么重视我.
谢谢你一直把"我一定会记得你"挂在你的嘴边.
谢谢你把最后一个神秘的生日愿望寄放在我身上.
thankz for everything =)

24.11.2008
我家的Hush狗狗挂掉了.
被关在家一整天.想说让它出去跑跑好了.
门一开.一冲出去.一辆4w车过来.
来不及刹车了.就这样Hush被车碾了过去.
20分钟不到就断气了.
不能否认.看着它的样子我就哭溃了.
凶手是我妈不是我.我不怪她.
想必她定比我跟伤心.(她亲眼目睹.)
发誓我家不会有4w车的存在.


嗯..接下来这几天就只是上班下班上班下班.
很上班族的感觉.哈哈.

今天错过了我很想去的一日游.
特别是当我知道某人有去的时候.
心就更加灰了起来.
没辙啦.工作就是工作.
告诉我他再度哭了起来.令我更生气.
算了算了算了.

要去毕旅咯~
很期待吗??嗯会吧..不知道呃..
应该是平常心态比较多吧.哈哈.
随便啦.能看到大家就okaayy larr =)


hmm.
that's all for those updatez lerr.

stop asking abt where am I gonna study at the next year.

I admit okaay!? Im just a doll.

A doll who just do exactly what my mum ordered.

yes. I think that I ady out of my mind.

Seriously, Im getting Insane.

老师的日子.

假期悠悠长.没工作.没节目.
在不愿意出去面对现实社会的情况下.
我到我姐的daycare tuition center去当老师.
顺便宣传下. Talented Youth Daycare Tuition Center. x)

阿梦当老师?!开玩笑..!
是很好笑啦我懂.我自认自己的学历不好啦.
不过不止于连小学生也handle不到呱.
虽然我的look和性格都不像是老师啦.
就当给姐帮个忙咯.减轻下她的负担嘛.
因同姓的关系.
我姐变大余老师.我就变小余老师.哈哈.

很不习惯被叫老师.老师前老师后.
anyway.当老师就是要被叫老师的. =)

被误会成"yu gorgor".哈哈.
没关系啦.小孩子会误会是正常的.
最好笑的是跟他解释了他还是不相信. xD
cons. between the little boy n a girl as a explainer.
"yu gorgor."
"hmm? (normal response lar -.-)"
"他是女孩子来哒. yu jiejie ah."
"不是啦! 他是yu gorgor啦!"
"都讲他是女孩子咯. yu jiejie 来的."
"blekkk....yu gorgor yu gorgor.来一下."
bla bla bla..............

可爱没有?
其他老师都在笑.我更加是无言啦.
而他还是很兴奋的叫我yu gorgor. lolz..
第一次看到有人酱希望我是男的.哈哈.

anyway.
看小学生也不是简单的事.
简单的数学题. ex. 5+1..6+1..etc
其实可以很快做完.可他们就爱发呆.
不到最后一秒都不做.
等到下课就鬼死精神.somo都争一轮.
(因为可以玩耍吗-.-)

但从他们身上.他们的性格.他们的举动.
我看到了以前的自己.
爱玩的时候.发呆的时候.懒惰的时候.
也看到..现在的小孩都很幸福.
(我现在也很不错啦 (x )

when was my chilhood?

where's the little cute cute mong when she was just 3 4 yrs old?

the girl whom dressed herself up with pretty dresses?

I guess.it is totally lost.

The Day When I Was Young.

毕业.

又是一段蛮长的日子没来更新.
怎么说呢.应该是觉得有很多东西想要写.
但不知从何写起.所以选择暂且搁着.


嗯..尚记得毕业的那天. (也太久了吧-.-)
没发生"眼泪倾泻"的事件.反而是一堆的笑声.
彩排时再怎么不愿意唱歌.到了那天都还是高歌几曲.
应该算是最另类的一次毕业礼吧.
嗯..是第一次也是最后一次.


拍下许多的照片.很多..很多..
照片里的每个我.还有每个朋友.
当时的笑容.当时的心情全因笑容而显露了出来.
从新翻越那一张张的照片.
心中的喜悦.心中的不舍.一一的被挖了出来.

但是.我还是毕业了.

我毕业.我平静.

我们的合照呢..?

Aiiyo..

aiiyo..又有好一段日子没blog.
好啦..是有点懒+不懂从何写起啦.
Hmm..
毕业前几天都只是去去学校看看下罢了.
是那种睡到自然醒才去学校.哈哈.


05112008.
嗯..是跟班上的人物们再次BBQ的日子.
同样的人物们.同样的地点.
只是相聚的时间是从早上到晚上.
06.++am~11.++pm..夸张吧.哈哈.

怎么说呢.
早上到下午这段时间是准备工作啊.吹水之类的.
甚至会有少许虚度光阴的感觉.
但跟朋友一起虚度的话.就算在虚度也值得.


这个日期啊.
也是我们家的玮和涛的好日子呃!
在我们配合下.
阿涛在那间充满浪漫气氛的房间里向玮表白!
他们就在里面甜蜜.
我们!??
一整群在外面.等的等.等到不耐烦就去gap一下.
anyway最后还是圆满收场啦 =)

要幸福哦 =)


07112008 .
蛮有意义的一天 =)
10am就放学.很没目的地一下.
盲中中就跟整班朋友去吃斋.
大概有4辆车去吧.哈哈.

下午回到学校.原本plan要打球.
结果太阳大到爆所以暂时postpone.
又没东东做.
在有人发现相机的存在后.那条水发起了学校写真照的建议.
okay lorr.没东西做吗.
参与人物包括..
心昀.倩敏.佩雯.健夷.杏慧.贵庆.还有我咯.


结果由头拍到尾(我指的是学校啦-.-)
拍了很多很多.平时不去的地方都去了.
男厕也进了.食堂走廊上方的路也去玩.哈哈.

知道我们在哪了吧? xD

有没High School Musical的感觉?! xD

风狂吧我们?!哈哈哈~
这只是其中的两张啦.
anyhow.那天真开心又疯狂.
之后还碰了篮球.好久没碰了.
最后一次在中华打球了啦. =/

the conclusion is..
all of us are still happy =)

Dayz.

酱又过了几天.好几天没来更新下.
well..懒惰吗. =)
anywayz.
这几天都还不错啦.


1031.
跟两个小妹妹去唱歌.两个我很关心的小妹妹.
三个人一间大房.是很爽几百下的.
我还想说这天应该是我可以好好的哭一次的时候.
到最后哭的不是我反而是她们 -.-
一个为感情问题哭. 一个就被虚伪的表白而被弄哭.
结果?? 我来不及哭.就成了安慰大使.


这天也是我大改发型的一天.
真的多亏那个寿司妹妹 -.-
我的新发型短daooooozz..
想象下boscow在家好月圆的发型就知道了.
sigh..怎样去毕业典礼...??
I really dunno larr weii........


1101.
二哥的华人21岁生日.
很热闹下咯.还蛮不错啦.
因为新发型的关系.很多亲戚不认得我. xD
cons. between my relative n me.
"你几时华人21啊?"
"还有两年咯."
"哇我到时候都不懂还在不在咯.."
"(moulala said this.) choi.肯定在的啦. "
"那时候你会不会穿裙的哦?"
"(预了他会问)哈哈..不懂的喔."
bla bla bla.....

唉哟.不是我生日将快就问我这些东西.
-.-


嗯还有就是sorry to drumteam.
没有去崇文的concert.
没法啦.哥哥生日不留不能.
so sorry lar weii~~

hmm..

form 5's students +u~

I'm getting better or worst?

Or maybe I need to cry loudly, still?

The End of The High School Life.

well well well. finished adi larr..
是有几快一下的.不过也还好啦.
嗯..不敢想象我的成绩会有几个A !?
没错.我真的把这最后一次的考试给搞砸了..
.
.
.
唉呀过了过了~

1028我的生日呃...
很可惜.班上没有一个人知道.
只是仅有的三个人知道. 我要悲哀还是欣慰好..?!
悲哀因为没人懂. 欣慰是因为有人肯跟我说"生日快乐"都已经赚到了.
天啊.我人缘真的差到不能看的那种.
不开心是一定有的了啦.
没人懂你生日还不悲哀啊.尤其是朋友们.

anywayz.
我没有表露在脸上啦.
毕竟没有这个必要.平常心就好.
我预了会有那种场面出现的.

还是要谢谢那班金三瓜.
对就是你们. "可爱"的鼓手们.
万万没想到你们会替我庆祝.我还真的被骗了.
谢咯各位 =)


接下来又是个漫长的休息日..
darhhh..该好好的睡觉了..
=)

well.

high school life really comes to an end adi larr.

Im thinking abt what's my next step.

yeah I know.

I nvr think abt my future.

always "dunno. follow mumy lor."

run towards to music road? my mum's job?

oh man..

Im just looks like Troy Bolton who confuse with his own future.

ssighhh.

我要好好的哭一次.

Update.

well well well.
all things past adi larr.
cheer up to myself =)

嗯UEC要到了拉.还有两天罢了喂.
懂我在做somo吗????
读书读到抱着书睡觉?!
开夜车读通宵?!
在学校读书读到寸步不离?!
读书读到废寝忘食?!
(ok larr 我承认我会有酱勤劳的时候啦 xD)

so sorry lor.我一样都没做咯.
"你变态的哦-.-? 不紧张的咩!?"
"紧张, 我当然紧张啊."
"还不读?!"
"沉淀期.读不到."
"...愿天保佑你."

哈哈哈.懂大家都会想知道zomo吧.
其实也没什么啦.就在沉淀期当中咯.
dun worry larr.我不会拿大考来玩滴 =)

明天去学校没有哦.
but很多人都没去料.又没上课又要磨桌子.
有想要不去喂 =/
macam mana???

almost forgot jor tim.

今天Nazarimah 请吃蛋糕.自己做的喂.

si beh 好吃的咯 xD

thankz lorr cikgu Nazarimah.

anyway.
高三人物们加油 =)

maybe Im just running away from it.

以为.

想了很久很久.
想着我该不该这一篇日记.
部落格开了又关 关了又开.
一直重复重复.开开关关 关关开开..


看看我发布这篇日记的时间. 4.++AM.
我睡不着了.终于还是写了这篇日记.


事情的发生.
它的发生已经是事实.
我知道那已经是事实.
但我接受不到.也意想不到.
但我懂我踩下了那一步就应该预了会有今天.
不过没想到会在我人生最重要的考试前发生.


我变得更反复无常.变得更情绪化.
我以为我可以不需要用哭来宣泄.
我以为我可以保持平静.
我以为我可以继续冷静.
我以为我可以继续专心读书.
我以为寄情读书可以暂时将它抛诸脑后.
我以为..
我以为..
我以为..


到最后很多的以为..
都很不以为然地被自己的行为推翻.


很想驾车出去兜兜风.

Im finding the best solution way.

1st time in my entire life.

Insurance Speech.

woke up at 12.30pm. quite early lar..^^"
dun think that I was a pig larr..
I used to get up at almost 1 or 2 pm this whole week.
(wat larr..late sleep mar..-.-)
that's why I said 12.30pm is quite "early" for me.

went for a speech with my mum at 3pm.
u know..it's for insurance new member-.-
get in to the room. look around.....just 7 ppl including me-.-
be4 the speaker start her speech. v hav to introduce ourself..
bla bla bla...... ok its my turn to make introduction..

a little cons. between me and the speaker.
"so u are?"
"Im xxx. 18. a student."
"u are the yougest in this room. haha."
"I think so....-.-"
a new member ask a ques suddenly.
"are u a boy or girl??"
"girl."
(plz larr. Im just wearing a jean n a t-shirt nia. nvr com my hair pun-.-)
(all ppl laughed loudly.)
continue..-.-
"so who brings u here?"
" my mum brings me here.she wants me to take over her job."
"whose ur mum?"
"mdm Chong Kwee Yin."
"oh god~ 2nd generation! ur mum must be proud of u! u hav to work hard bbblaaa..-.-"
"yayaya......-.-"

another cons. between me and the speaker.
Q:Will u remain ur present job after 5 yrs?
(I dunno she forgot Im a student still or wat larr.)
"xxx. wats ur choice? change or remain?"
"sure I'll remain if I can still study in my school for 5 more yrs."
(all ppl laughed.)
"hahah. I almost forgot that u're student still."
"hehe.......-.-"

bbbblllaaaa..... 5pm finished.

the speech was quite meaningful lar actually.
all the points was straightly pointed out. and point taken.
hmm..I need 7 yrs at least to become an AM..
which mean Asistant ManYZer.(the highest position 0.0)
but right now. I really not interested in insurance.
even I know it is a gud money earning job without any capital.

anyhow. fight for my UEC sin larr.. my last sec.school paper weiii..
fail jor then my whole future will be destroy de lorr weiih..

have a McD as my dinner.
know what.. have to drive to kepong to buy McD..
quite lazy larr. but no idea larr. thats thw most nearby McD adi.
and what. It was a jam at the way back home.
ROAD BLOCK man.-.- quickly check the road tax if it's expired.
luckily mum paid the road tax adi. haha.

have a movie while having McD. "Flight of the Flying Death."
It's no appetite when u're watching a bloody movie. -.-
but I enjoyed the McD still larr. even I was watching that bloody movie.
haha. boh bian larr.. too hungry liao marr. ^^"

generally. not bad larr today..
quite happy gua. but surely no sad larr.
hehe.

well..tmr is the last day for me to relax adi.

after that have fully concentrate on my study adi.

as I said. "Im the last person to get start with the UEC preparation."

haha. how malu am I if my friends knows that.

Times Is Running Out.

Pink.

无意中在bro的inbox看到这张照片tim.

yuckz..

Pink.个人对粉色系没什么好感啦.不过又不至于讨厌啦.
不过这辆车的粉色系真的严重daooo.....vomit...
弄到我分分钟会对粉色系反感..-.-
还要放在myvI身上..酱就被糟蹋料..可怜的myvI.
是啦没错.是很鬼死有创意下啦.不过应该没几多人可以接收到呱.(Im the 1st-.-)
yuckz.

=======

这几天都在休息.(就是偷懒不读书咯-.-)
给mummy抓出去.这里去那里去.来来去去都是见她的保客 -.-
ok larr..开始会懂点点关于保险料咯.

最近有个姑姑(dunno ryte or not ^^")要去Canada.
过去做传教的喔. nehh..那种每天要阿门的东东.
早上起身要阿门.出门前要阿门.吃饭前要阿门.睡觉前都还是要阿门. lolz.
whatever larr..不要叫我过去陪她阿门就 ok liao..haha.
不过如果她叫我去那边玩我就去咯.(她要出机票请我去 xD xD)
几好下吗去那边玩. 反正最近烦到爆.
headache lorr weii..第一次呃..

ok larr.. so far so gud larr these few dayz..

look at the calendar..

have to start study next week adi..(Im the latest 1 adi -.-)

look at the calendar again..eihh.my birthday coming soon weii..

haha..sik do larr u guys..I want @#$%^&^@#!#..haha..

kidding only larr..nothing to wish actually.

hope I'll get a colourful UEC results then ok adi..

+u lorr form6 buddies~

=)

Misunderstanding.

aeroplane.

changed my blog's background.
er looks more fresh lorr. not that grey grey black black adi =)

well..abt aeroplane.
今天真的严重被放飞机.

早上原本在等某某来学校.顺便给回她要的东西.
结果等到七晚八晚.她朋友来料才跟我讲她不要来学校料.
what the........算料咯.她都不懂我会等她.更不懂我最终有去学校.
(我不要被讲懒惰k-.-)

到放学料.还以为有地方去下relax下啦.
结果!!? Lee MayTeng 放我飞机.我很认真的讲我是很生气.
Im not small gas or what ok. 就是生气.
不是第一次给妳放飞机料.我包容人也有个程度的ok.

再过后就是被电影放飞机.
mt放我飞机后就找阿禅阿雄.他们要看戏去就去咯.dunno mat mat Death.
那套戏是18PL的.(我去到那里看才知道-.-)
结果那两个不够岁.没得看料最后.

at last.
we settled our lunch with rm2 vegetables rice n a cup of 泡兵.

晚上下 Semenyih.(sumwhere at seremban)
去表姐(??)儿子的满月酒.
OmG.坐车多过坐在那里.
一来一回要2 hours ++.还好姐夫是飞车的那种.
hmm ok larr.她儿子蛮lengzai下下的.像他爸爸的.
小小只酱.几够死可爱咯.喝奶喝喝下都可以睡着 =D
至于她的女儿喔.简直是photostat出来的.
看着她妈妈来找他女儿肯定找到.
mummy face = daugther face. haha.

Overall 今天变料飞机场.专门给人放飞机.

Holidayzz started adi erhh.

sienz lerr weii~

Lazy.

开始有点懒惰写部落格的feel.
是有东西想写啦.不过就是懒.
所以干脆不要写了.
)=


got back part of the UEC trial paper.
OMG. not as gud as I thought.
BK 76. kill me plz.. unacceptable larr weii T__T


aikz..
there are just 4 more school dayz.
sad? sure I will larr. but dunno wat for I sad with.
just..erhh tak tau lerr.
maybe my secondary school life is gonna end.
or maybe I really gonna seperate with my girlz n boyz.
or MAYBE some other REASON.


anyway. life is gonna be continue still.
happy always weii (to myself-.-)


I saw u drove to sku today.
It was a huge miracle for this morning.
I thought I couldn't saw u unless I walk in to ur class.
But u've just stood outside for whole morning.
both of us were chit chatting with our friends.
we didn't even bother each other.
but thats the 1st time u stand in front of my sight..
I was happy but afraid. afraid to stare at u


thankz god. thankz to myself.
If I didn't forced myself to be there.
surely I'll regrets.

Finally..

220908~290908..

Finally..考完UEC预试liao =D
几快一下的咯.酱就一个礼拜过去liao.
aikz..

hmm 全部都有考到不错23下啦.只是附数地理美术有不dim咯.
附数我预liao会很waii5678下的啦.没关系没关系.
地理本来很有心要去搏的咯.结果last minute竟然喊放弃.
有悲哀咯weiii..
至于美术就敷衍下她咯.预liao不及格的.
nvm nvm.

最悲哀的是bk的objective.
半个小时做20题.还以为够时间做.
结果看下题目再看下时间.十分钟过liao.
gg liao.
结果不够时间做.乱乱来.
悲哀到个爆点 T_____T
差点因为objective想放弃subjective的..

ah skip skip skip.
past tense liao..

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

290908..

今天考美术.10am就完了.
moulala作了司机载朋友去吃东西.
去kepong在回去.酱就12++pm了.

过后更 geng.特地讲大话要换车.
又是作司机.很明显只是做司机的那种.
上上下下. argh..
那种feel很不好受咯ok..

有时觉得自己很鬼死蠢.
妳叫我换车我就换车.还要特地讲大话.

从来没有讲过要去吃东西.
从来没讲过要酱大班人去吃东西.
只是讲要载mt回家.

结果!!?一个个载回家.
我不是因为浪费汽油or anything.
我只是不明白zomo会找到酱多人来.
一个都不认识.坐在那边整个白痴酱.
还要对着妳!我会疯掉的ok..
走出去走了兩次.是出去透透气.
坐在里面很有压迫感.
对着墙壁也无所谓.总比坐在那里好.
我差点想找洞钻咯..想下我的feel plz..
我面皮薄得很..不是妳想象中酱会混熟ok..
FED UP.

到最后还要给BM kiss.
幸好不严重.我没想过会给车撞的咯.

totally fed up with today.

Sigh.

明明就已经很鬼死习惯了的吗.

moulala插出个程咬金.

sigh.

What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and

you could never have them?

I can't do anything.
cuz im juz stuck in this situation too.
perhaps..may god bless her happy everyday..?
although I knew she'll be even without it..

加油咯各位~

男生女生?!

首先先讲下冷笑话.
话说我阿姨找我.
简称"我来野"啦.
感觉这个词有点畏.
所以改去英文版应该会比较好听.
我来野= Im Coming. xD
okok 我懂不好笑 -.-
(but 真的有人笑的咯.)

okay回正题.
今天训导来查毛.
一切都很normal.
被点名出去剪的就去咯.
平安无事的就继续坐在那边咯.
我当然是坐着的那个啦.

查下查下.
阿娇丢一句过来.
"呃这个男生头发有点长."
全班看着我. -.-
"哎呀soli阿看错liao."
全班笑到翻天. >___<
酱大件运动衣在那边都看不到是是.
六年了喔.没理由连我都不认得呱.
omG~~ >______________<

aikz.
毛端端被人误认为男生.
虽然我是不care啦.(初中常被误认为男生-.-)
不过老师认错还是第一次咯.
aiyooo..~~

okay larr..
要继续发奋liao.(经济-.-)
GOdness.
我就快做经济做到癫.
要变"经济精"liao. xD

加油咯各位文孝人物们.
=)

中秋节.

Hmm..
很不错的一个礼拜六.
和班上的重要人物们去steambot.
然后赶2nd round meet 鼓队的.

都几爽一下的其实.
无论是跟班上还是鼓队.

预料不到的是.
我们steambot的那间店竟然可以遇到老朋友.
还有很多很多中华生.
不是开玩笑的weii.
一进去就看到整坨中华生.
那当然还有我班的那坨啦.
癫的癫 sot的sot 爽lorr weii..

赶去鼓队那边.
一到门口.班个鼓队的都没有.
只是一群 auntie uncle.
我还以为我去错地方进错屋.
上到去全部在房间斗臂力.
没什么重点其实.
吹下水骑下脚车打下球点下灯笼玩下火酱.

半夜一点飞回家.
驾着我的小跑车.
公路时速80/kmj.
我还以我这驾跑车飞不到80.
啊原来可以的weii.
途中还超越一辆Benz.哈哈.
kancil vs Benz lerr. xD

well.
心情要收啦.
不要在出外了weii.
22号要到了咯.
=)
加油~