hmm.酱有一年了咯.
高三年真的是结束了的啦..
我不能再依赖中学生活..
纵容我不去学习自立的中学生涯.
纵容我自行自决定.我行我素的生活.
"wei..明年要读什么哦.??"
这是大家时常给与我的开场白..
"不懂哦.."
这也是我时常给大家的答复..
很想知道我真正的答案是吗?
嗯.
答案..
我可能不能继续读书.
我可能直接接手妈妈所谓的家族生意.
我可能为了帮姐姐的事业而去读管理系.
我真正想修的..是音乐系.
但音乐不能当饭吃.
家庭背景给与我家庭负担.
我不能自私.不能不负责任.
曾经很自气高昂的发誓要参加新秀赛.
曾经发誓要闯进超级星光大道.
没有了..呵呵..
所以啊.那些要做海报来支持我的朋友们.
可以省下来了啦..呵呵.
"I'm a doll.
yes. I'm a doll..
a doll who just do exactly what my mum say..
no ignore. no comment."
这就是我出世以来到现在..
到现在..只是一个拥有普通知识的人.
就连关于大学的基本认知也不懂.
什么foundation.college.uni.都不懂.
荒谬吗? 很荒谬..
很可惜的是.我不可以告诉妈妈我有多无助.
问我要读哪里.要读什么.
骂我相信朋友多于相信家人.
骂我不自我反省.骂我到现在依然放荡无恙.
我无言以对....
anyway..
2008 is gonna end just in 1 more day.
as everyone told themselves.
a new year comes a new life, new hope..
I could have just pray for the same isn't it..?
我要加油.
7 comments:
嗯嗯 加油噢~
音乐系 x) 我以前的梦想呢
但现在比较想当女强人了 xD
think for ur future ..
good luck ^^
yi dian dou bu huang miu..
wo ye bu dong..
ceng jing..
da jia ye wen wo 'ni yao du somo oh'..
wo ye shi hui da 'bu dong oh'..
na shi yin wei wo zhen de bu dong..
qi shi ni hen xing fu..
yin wei ni you li xiang..
zhi shi ni gan yuan huo cheng yi ge yang wa wa..
i will always behind on you =)
gah yao ~
don't always think that u'r a doll.
sometimes life is liddat and take a try.
dreams stil go on.
work and learn music at d outside n practice in anywhere else.
take the chances.
choose a subject dat near ur dreams n helps ur family members.
decision always in ur hands.
If u really want to do it for ur family , do it with happiness.
I hope that u r happy.
Always and forever.
skydream.
i'll thin wisely.
hehe.thankz anyway
=)
Anonymous1
haha.
ni ci ci dong jiang wo hen xing fu de larr.
hao larr. huo xu wo shi zhen de hen xing fu larr.
en, bu shi gan yuan bu gan yuan..
zhi shi mei de bu qu ting cong..
na shi wo mama, bu shi wo baba.
wo zui zun zhong shi wo mama.
karyi.
thanz so much my dear =)
i'll always rmb that u're always behind me
=D
anonymous2.
hmm.not really noe who u're.
but still I have to say thankz to u of ur words =)
haha.
I'll tey to be happy ALways n Forever.
haha.
thankz so mch dude..or gurl..?
=D
我也是leh....
最后我还是读高三先...
加油拉喂！
加油啦。。
朝你的梦想前进吧！！
我在背后支持你哦。。
哈哈。。xD
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