My Way.

hmm.酱有一年了咯.
高三年真的是结束了的啦..
我不能再依赖中学生活..
纵容我不去学习自立的中学生涯.
纵容我自行自决定.我行我素的生活.


"wei..明年要读什么哦.??"
这是大家时常给与我的开场白..
"不懂哦.."
这也是我时常给大家的答复..


很想知道我真正的答案是吗?
嗯.
答案..
我可能不能继续读书.
我可能直接接手妈妈所谓的家族生意.
我可能为了帮姐姐的事业而去读管理系.

我真正想修的..是音乐系.
但音乐不能当饭吃.
家庭背景给与我家庭负担.
我不能自私.不能不负责任.

曾经很自气高昂的发誓要参加新秀赛.
曾经发誓要闯进超级星光大道.
没有了..呵呵..
所以啊.那些要做海报来支持我的朋友们.
可以省下来了啦..呵呵.

"I'm a doll.
yes. I'm a doll..
a doll who just do exactly what my mum say..
no ignore. no comment."

这就是我出世以来到现在..
到现在..只是一个拥有普通知识的人.
就连关于大学的基本认知也不懂.
什么foundation.college.uni.都不懂.
荒谬吗? 很荒谬..


很可惜的是.我不可以告诉妈妈我有多无助.
问我要读哪里.要读什么.
骂我相信朋友多于相信家人.
骂我不自我反省.骂我到现在依然放荡无恙.
我无言以对....




anyway..
2008 is gonna end just in 1 more day.
as everyone told themselves.
a new year comes a new life, new hope..
I could have just pray for the same isn't it..?



我要加油.

IP Man.

今天跟 daTou ^ michelle 去了一趟Pavilion.
是临时安排滴.
话说是昨昨天跟大头聊下聊下聊出来的.
应该是说我吹水问她要表看戏才对.哈哈.
随便啦.


IP Man.很不错的一部戏. =)
真的很好看下的喔.不是开玩笑的咯.
里面的剧情起伏.个个角色的对白.都超有笑点的. xD
Example..
叶准(叶问的son).
"爸爸.妈妈话,如果你再唔出手的话,屋企滴野就会比他打烂的啦."
金山找(乡巴佬).
"他奶奶的........."
etc etc..

哈哈.或许单看我打的对白你们会觉不怎好笑.
所以一定要亲眼亲耳去看一次.
你就自然会觉好笑的啦. =D

这部片有两句话说的很好.
有在替男人说好话哦.
"这世界上没有怕老婆的男人,只有尊重老婆的男人." x)
是是很鬼死有意思咧~~哈哈~


lolz..现在有死鬼想要学泳春拳的念头咯 xD




I have a nice day didn't I?
=)

P.D X'mas.

got my X'mas celebration at Port Dickson.
its been a long long long time since I've been P.D.
macam sudah more than 1oyrs ady.
still remembered that my kencing had mixed with the sea. xD
(come on..I was just 5yrs old only lar >. <)
haha. quite happy n enjoy larr actually.
eventhough there were not much things to play.

sorry larr guys..
I wanted to play the banana boat with u guys derr..
but guanyin ma didn't bao you me larr..
my MC came visit me at the next day of the trip ady. =/

anyway..
really wanna say a big thankz to u guys larr.
it was the 1st time I had my X'mas celebration at another place instead of kl.
n I was really so sangat happy n excited to have the 2008 X'mas with u all =)
eventhough I have ady graduated.


CAPE NO 7.
not bad derr actually..
很生活化..haha..
worthy to have a watch. =)




thankz so much.
my lovely drum team.
=)

Latest News.

Latest News.
我老妈中头奖啦.
nehh..sportoto magnum 1+3D那些咧.
老人家得空得空都买下碰下运气吧.


刚刚才知道的咧.
她一回来就冲上来叫我开website给她check.
7387~记着呃.哈哈.
她真的是开心到~~~~
还是第一次看到她这么死鬼开心的咧.


顺便讲下号码的灵感.
灵感源于:
我妈的同事无端端撞车.
她第一个看到(在案发现场咯-.-)
老人家最信这些的啦.
所以就去买下咯.幸运到她~~




看到她酱开心.
还真替她同事可怜.
lolz...


anyway.也替我妈开心啦~~
她开心我更开心咯~~~ xDD
阿哈哈.



p/s.她现在还在下面爽着.
准备让全世界知道-.-(她的作风来的xD)


p/s 2.tmr go PD lor i think. haha.

薪水.

看到标题大概都懂somo事了啦.哈哈.
没错.今天我终于领了任职老师一个月的薪水.

大家应该都会觉得数目很可观吧.
跟自己姐姐工作喔.肯定多的啦
哈.错啦错啦.
我才领了rm500而已啦.
无所谓啦.帮轻姐姐吗.
本想不收的.看她副死样就懂若我不收就等死.
我姐是那种很"guan zhen"的人来的.
所以就收咯.

不要怀疑.我绝对不是第一次打工.
从小学就有在打暑假工了啦.(我很懂事的okayy-.-)
只是都是在我妈的妹妹的公司打工.
工照做.薪水有照给啦当然.
不过就不懂那些钱去了哪里咯........

而这次是领现金.超有成就感的.
所以才特别记载啦. xD
而且是当老师呃~
阿梦当老师呃~不是开玩笑的咯~! x)
是是很"屈机"咧 xD

好啦.
水就吹完了啦.哈.

hmm..
接下来的planzz..
有练习咯...
可能有6a2的gathering咯..
还有鼓队的PD christmas trip.. (你们也越来越跨张了吧-.-)
还有舞蹈学会的christmas party..
lolz..弄到我的time table很像很满酱.

cham lorr..
6a2 gathering n drumteam trip at 24 werr..
sei mou..-.-





I prefer to be a single now.

day day day.

this few dayz..err quite okaayy larr..

鼓队camp开始了咯.15th~18th err..
不被允许留宿的情况下.就被逼来来回回学校.
是很烦人一下lorr..
也因为酱才会坐在这里打打打=/


anyway..
就因为不能留宿.才可以去6a2的gathering.
but其实那天已经是sibeh累了的咯..
等吃等到底着头偷睡了一下下酱.哈哈.
是真的有想过不要去.在家睡觉的啦.
不过想到以后 mou gei horr有时间同机会可以见面.
就去咯去咯.


在这里要告诉丽而一间事情..
而.
其实那天晚上是超怕你驾车的.
sorry arr but I have say still =/
你喝了酒blur blur deii酱..不敢阻止你..
讲我不担心是假的啦.你问欣琪我抓她抓的多紧就懂了.
真的不是要怀疑你的技术啊..
只是出过车祸的人都会担心害怕的.
而且车上有五条人命.我真的不想案件从演啊..
really sorry arr LiEr.. =/


hmm..
还是很开心啦其实 =)
大家吹下水酱..虽然我没过夜啦.
(我很想的啦 ><)
anyhow..是开心的.哈哈.

高三文孝! xD

Campur-campur.

最近的天气都蛮变化无常.
几乎天天都在哭.是又哭不是又哭.
早上天气好dei dei也可以大哭一场.晚上更不用讲咯..
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aikzz..sighh..

去拿了UEC Result ..................
guess what?!
somo都有..A,B,C,F.
是是很COLOURFUL-.-!?
TMD. =/


Bookkeep B3! wtf man!
can't even get 5 credits summore! Fuck larr man!

totally fed up larr.

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礼拜一6a2在海良家"浸船"呃..
去没有大家..一起啦~

高三文孝.

嗯.今天回中华来.回去看hands camp的feedback performance.
啊原来我搞错时间.是明天 -.-

在还没被通知时间搞错之前.就我在等待之际啦.
看着光前堂.脑海里在重组着毕业的那天.
看到那高兴的我们.
看到我和你.
兴奋得在唱歌..看毕业短篇.
叹气了一下.."结束了.."

走到学生楼三楼.一间间课室慢慢的经过.
走到一间没有班牌的课室.
呵没错..就是高三文孝 =)

门锁了.我进不去.
站在外面看着四周.看着课室里的一桌一凳.
脑海里又再度重组当天的情景.
看到我们在拍照..在彼此的衣服写上感言..留言..画画..
那被叠在一起的椅子们依然健在.男人们的完美杰作 =)
看到我们平时上课的模样..吵闹的时候..
在班上打球的时候..甚至在班上练唱的时候..

还有..
那烙印在布告栏上的毕业留言..
我很想将它拆下来..自私的将它带回家..
可门开不了.我身材又酱"美"..真的进不去啦..
大家的一字一句.一笔一划.很深刻..
有popiah.khei.vivian.daTou.penn.ahlock的画..还有很多很多..
感触突涌而来. =/

当时的我啊..真的是..
aiiyoo..流了一两滴泪酱咯.
难免的啦aiiyoo..相信大家都会吧..哈哈.
高三文孝应该是唯一一班没班牌的班了吧.
哈哈.够特别够特出~

dahh..中华.
过了今年我还会有几何会回去..?
嗯..很难说吧..

贵庆在msn留言说他想高三文孝想到快要死了.
我想说我也是..是真的想到快要自杀的那种. =/
要不然今天这些字句肯定不会出现.
大家可以记得我吗..?会否记得我吗..?


我期望再见到大家.高三文孝.

Prom Night.

20081208.

Prom Night.
greatest Prom Night ever?
hmm..probably YES. =)

嗯.
原本打算去看看就好.
坐在那边等人来拍照bla bla bla.
okay larr. 人要扮大牌下的marr xD

结果?
不是等人来拍.而是去拍人家.
wat will u guys think? cam man?
yeah u're right. I'm definitely the cam man again.
哈哈.我也很想等人来拍的larr.
不过朋友叫到.不帮不可以啦.

跑全场.很累的咯其实.
所以说.cam man不好当. =/
anyway. as what I said at the past post.
I could captured their faces n evrything.
hmm. somes like 成就感. haha.

11++pm 就结束啦.
很爽?还不错吧 =)
嗯.第一次的中学生涯prom也是最后一次的prom.

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题外话.
昨晚突然收到你的信息.
嗯.我不知为什么你会有那个突然间的话语.
你很想了解我.很想帮助我.

嗯.
我知道了.
我们会是永远的好朋友.

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our 1st n last time formal fotos.

6A2' 08

well.
it's been a long time that I didn't blog AGAIN.
haha. I have no idea lorr..
really felt lazy or even not really wanna on the pc.

anyway. I'm still here to make a fast updatez 2.
hmm..

20081130~20081204.
it was my form 6 year end trip.
v had those wonderful n honest time at Langkawi.
many bad things happen but our heart were still together.
when bad things happen v're not blaming each other =)

rmb those things..?
tyre puncture..car spoilt out..
v never yard or even blame each other.
but just blame the tour guide only larr..haha..

hmm..
I was almost the camera man during the whole trip.
sometimes I was willing n happy to be.
cuz I could captured my friends whom smilling happily for it.
their teeth..faces..eyes..
all those actions..when they were in games..
can u imagine how touching it could be when u flashback all those pictures?

but I was sad at the same time.
I couldn't be with them in the every picture I captured.
but I understand n I knew.
there must be one of us needs to be sacrificed.
so that all those smiles, actions, all those moment could be captured down in the right timing.

I knew u guys would said that Im 犯贱.
but I rather be if I could captured u guys =)
if GOD give me another chance.I would choose the same way.
cuz I know. Friends is my entire world =)

the last night of the trip.
oh man..it was my bravest moment in my entire life.
said out all those words that have stuck in my heart for a freaking long time.
my truth life.
my hardest 2 mask that live with my soul for many yrs.
thankz u guys for allowing me talked so long.
n sorry to u guys too cuz I made u guys worried abt me.

big head.
thank you..
thankz for everything.
listening my words..caring abt me..even worrying..
n so sorry to u when u were in my room.
I didn't meant to say those words.
but u know.. blur ppl wont care out others feeling.

anyway.
thank you n sorry again to u guys.





I do really appreciate to know u guys.
Thank GOD. =)