The End of The High School Life.

well well well. finished adi larr..
是有几快一下的.不过也还好啦.
嗯..不敢想象我的成绩会有几个A !?
没错.我真的把这最后一次的考试给搞砸了..
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唉呀过了过了~

1028我的生日呃...
很可惜.班上没有一个人知道.
只是仅有的三个人知道. 我要悲哀还是欣慰好..?!
悲哀因为没人懂. 欣慰是因为有人肯跟我说"生日快乐"都已经赚到了.
天啊.我人缘真的差到不能看的那种.
不开心是一定有的了啦.
没人懂你生日还不悲哀啊.尤其是朋友们.

anywayz.
我没有表露在脸上啦.
毕竟没有这个必要.平常心就好.
我预了会有那种场面出现的.

还是要谢谢那班金三瓜.
对就是你们. "可爱"的鼓手们.
万万没想到你们会替我庆祝.我还真的被骗了.
谢咯各位 =)


接下来又是个漫长的休息日..
darhhh..该好好的睡觉了..
=)

well.

high school life really comes to an end adi larr.

Im thinking abt what's my next step.

yeah I know.

I nvr think abt my future.

always "dunno. follow mumy lor."

run towards to music road? my mum's job?

oh man..

Im just looks like Troy Bolton who confuse with his own future.

ssighhh.

我要好好的哭一次.

Update.

well well well.
all things past adi larr.
cheer up to myself =)

嗯UEC要到了拉.还有两天罢了喂.
懂我在做somo吗????
读书读到抱着书睡觉?!
开夜车读通宵?!
在学校读书读到寸步不离?!
读书读到废寝忘食?!
(ok larr 我承认我会有酱勤劳的时候啦 xD)

so sorry lor.我一样都没做咯.
"你变态的哦-.-? 不紧张的咩!?"
"紧张, 我当然紧张啊."
"还不读?!"
"沉淀期.读不到."
"...愿天保佑你."

哈哈哈.懂大家都会想知道zomo吧.
其实也没什么啦.就在沉淀期当中咯.
dun worry larr.我不会拿大考来玩滴 =)

明天去学校没有哦.
but很多人都没去料.又没上课又要磨桌子.
有想要不去喂 =/
macam mana???

almost forgot jor tim.

今天Nazarimah 请吃蛋糕.自己做的喂.

si beh 好吃的咯 xD

thankz lorr cikgu Nazarimah.

anyway.
高三人物们加油 =)

maybe Im just running away from it.

以为.

想了很久很久.
想着我该不该这一篇日记.
部落格开了又关 关了又开.
一直重复重复.开开关关 关关开开..


看看我发布这篇日记的时间. 4.++AM.
我睡不着了.终于还是写了这篇日记.


事情的发生.
它的发生已经是事实.
我知道那已经是事实.
但我接受不到.也意想不到.
但我懂我踩下了那一步就应该预了会有今天.
不过没想到会在我人生最重要的考试前发生.


我变得更反复无常.变得更情绪化.
我以为我可以不需要用哭来宣泄.
我以为我可以保持平静.
我以为我可以继续冷静.
我以为我可以继续专心读书.
我以为寄情读书可以暂时将它抛诸脑后.
我以为..
我以为..
我以为..


到最后很多的以为..
都很不以为然地被自己的行为推翻.


很想驾车出去兜兜风.

Im finding the best solution way.

1st time in my entire life.

Insurance Speech.

woke up at 12.30pm. quite early lar..^^"
dun think that I was a pig larr..
I used to get up at almost 1 or 2 pm this whole week.
(wat larr..late sleep mar..-.-)
that's why I said 12.30pm is quite "early" for me.

went for a speech with my mum at 3pm.
u know..it's for insurance new member-.-
get in to the room. look around.....just 7 ppl including me-.-
be4 the speaker start her speech. v hav to introduce ourself..
bla bla bla...... ok its my turn to make introduction..

a little cons. between me and the speaker.
"so u are?"
"Im xxx. 18. a student."
"u are the yougest in this room. haha."
"I think so....-.-"
a new member ask a ques suddenly.
"are u a boy or girl??"
"girl."
(plz larr. Im just wearing a jean n a t-shirt nia. nvr com my hair pun-.-)
(all ppl laughed loudly.)
continue..-.-
"so who brings u here?"
" my mum brings me here.she wants me to take over her job."
"whose ur mum?"
"mdm Chong Kwee Yin."
"oh god~ 2nd generation! ur mum must be proud of u! u hav to work hard bbblaaa..-.-"
"yayaya......-.-"

another cons. between me and the speaker.
Q:Will u remain ur present job after 5 yrs?
(I dunno she forgot Im a student still or wat larr.)
"xxx. wats ur choice? change or remain?"
"sure I'll remain if I can still study in my school for 5 more yrs."
(all ppl laughed.)
"hahah. I almost forgot that u're student still."
"hehe.......-.-"

bbbblllaaaa..... 5pm finished.

the speech was quite meaningful lar actually.
all the points was straightly pointed out. and point taken.
hmm..I need 7 yrs at least to become an AM..
which mean Asistant ManYZer.(the highest position 0.0)
but right now. I really not interested in insurance.
even I know it is a gud money earning job without any capital.

anyhow. fight for my UEC sin larr.. my last sec.school paper weiii..
fail jor then my whole future will be destroy de lorr weiih..

have a McD as my dinner.
know what.. have to drive to kepong to buy McD..
quite lazy larr. but no idea larr. thats thw most nearby McD adi.
and what. It was a jam at the way back home.
ROAD BLOCK man.-.- quickly check the road tax if it's expired.
luckily mum paid the road tax adi. haha.

have a movie while having McD. "Flight of the Flying Death."
It's no appetite when u're watching a bloody movie. -.-
but I enjoyed the McD still larr. even I was watching that bloody movie.
haha. boh bian larr.. too hungry liao marr. ^^"

generally. not bad larr today..
quite happy gua. but surely no sad larr.
hehe.

well..tmr is the last day for me to relax adi.

after that have fully concentrate on my study adi.

as I said. "Im the last person to get start with the UEC preparation."

haha. how malu am I if my friends knows that.

Times Is Running Out.

Pink.

无意中在bro的inbox看到这张照片tim.

yuckz..

Pink.个人对粉色系没什么好感啦.不过又不至于讨厌啦.
不过这辆车的粉色系真的严重daooo.....vomit...
弄到我分分钟会对粉色系反感..-.-
还要放在myvI身上..酱就被糟蹋料..可怜的myvI.
是啦没错.是很鬼死有创意下啦.不过应该没几多人可以接收到呱.(Im the 1st-.-)
yuckz.

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这几天都在休息.(就是偷懒不读书咯-.-)
给mummy抓出去.这里去那里去.来来去去都是见她的保客 -.-
ok larr..开始会懂点点关于保险料咯.

最近有个姑姑(dunno ryte or not ^^")要去Canada.
过去做传教的喔. nehh..那种每天要阿门的东东.
早上起身要阿门.出门前要阿门.吃饭前要阿门.睡觉前都还是要阿门. lolz.
whatever larr..不要叫我过去陪她阿门就 ok liao..haha.
不过如果她叫我去那边玩我就去咯.(她要出机票请我去 xD xD)
几好下吗去那边玩. 反正最近烦到爆.
headache lorr weii..第一次呃..

ok larr.. so far so gud larr these few dayz..

look at the calendar..

have to start study next week adi..(Im the latest 1 adi -.-)

look at the calendar again..eihh.my birthday coming soon weii..

haha..sik do larr u guys..I want @#$%^&^@#!#..haha..

kidding only larr..nothing to wish actually.

hope I'll get a colourful UEC results then ok adi..

+u lorr form6 buddies~

=)

Misunderstanding.

aeroplane.

changed my blog's background.
er looks more fresh lorr. not that grey grey black black adi =)

well..abt aeroplane.
今天真的严重被放飞机.

早上原本在等某某来学校.顺便给回她要的东西.
结果等到七晚八晚.她朋友来料才跟我讲她不要来学校料.
what the........算料咯.她都不懂我会等她.更不懂我最终有去学校.
(我不要被讲懒惰k-.-)

到放学料.还以为有地方去下relax下啦.
结果!!? Lee MayTeng 放我飞机.我很认真的讲我是很生气.
Im not small gas or what ok. 就是生气.
不是第一次给妳放飞机料.我包容人也有个程度的ok.

再过后就是被电影放飞机.
mt放我飞机后就找阿禅阿雄.他们要看戏去就去咯.dunno mat mat Death.
那套戏是18PL的.(我去到那里看才知道-.-)
结果那两个不够岁.没得看料最后.

at last.
we settled our lunch with rm2 vegetables rice n a cup of 泡兵.

晚上下 Semenyih.(sumwhere at seremban)
去表姐(??)儿子的满月酒.
OmG.坐车多过坐在那里.
一来一回要2 hours ++.还好姐夫是飞车的那种.
hmm ok larr.她儿子蛮lengzai下下的.像他爸爸的.
小小只酱.几够死可爱咯.喝奶喝喝下都可以睡着 =D
至于她的女儿喔.简直是photostat出来的.
看着她妈妈来找他女儿肯定找到.
mummy face = daugther face. haha.

Overall 今天变料飞机场.专门给人放飞机.

Holidayzz started adi erhh.

sienz lerr weii~

Lazy.

开始有点懒惰写部落格的feel.
是有东西想写啦.不过就是懒.
所以干脆不要写了.
)=


got back part of the UEC trial paper.
OMG. not as gud as I thought.
BK 76. kill me plz.. unacceptable larr weii T__T


aikz..
there are just 4 more school dayz.
sad? sure I will larr. but dunno wat for I sad with.
just..erhh tak tau lerr.
maybe my secondary school life is gonna end.
or maybe I really gonna seperate with my girlz n boyz.
or MAYBE some other REASON.


anyway. life is gonna be continue still.
happy always weii (to myself-.-)


I saw u drove to sku today.
It was a huge miracle for this morning.
I thought I couldn't saw u unless I walk in to ur class.
But u've just stood outside for whole morning.
both of us were chit chatting with our friends.
we didn't even bother each other.
but thats the 1st time u stand in front of my sight..
I was happy but afraid. afraid to stare at u


thankz god. thankz to myself.
If I didn't forced myself to be there.
surely I'll regrets.