realised...

first of all.
this post should posting using Chinese..
but the first thing I Realised is that my laptop have no Chinese since it got format.
wth.
nvm. I'm still posting it using English eventhough my English is seriously broken.
omG.

alright seriously I cried just now. Yes lenn0n mongfei cried.
rarely heard abt that I CRIED right. Good.
I realised. So I cried.
I realised that.. I dunno how to communicate with my families.
I realised that.. I dunno how to face them or what to say with them evrytime I reached home.
I realised that.. I'm like not a part of them. More likely a ppl who borrow their place to stay.
I realised that.. I have to wear a mask during facing them but not during facing my friends.
I realised that.
I'm now in a big big trouble.
That's why I cried. lol. lame huh.
support support support. mana u all?
omg.

I'm now posting bullshit.
Actually it's just assignment pressure. normal normal.
don't worry abt me because of the CRIED.
LOL.


sorry for rejecting 2 of my best gangs friends. drum team n my lovely 6A2'08
really don't mean to reject u guys from attending both event.
just the god damn it assignment killed me n killing me still even it had KILLED me.
omg.
SO SO Sorry...
Forgive me..


last few days for 09'.
what is my wishes?!
hope I could "hard year early die"
omG. bullshit again.
=/


For God Sake.
I'm so dead.

Korean Boy.
Satly Bun Sperm

Hey..

hello again to my dead blog.
been a long long time i didn't update it huh..am really really darn lazy ever since my sem2 started.
yea, been kept on typing "LAZY LAZY" since sem2 started. duhh.. what hell is going on?
I pun tak tahu.

for god sake.
I really didn't learned anything since i got in TARC.
but not to doubt TARC, it's my own probs i think. part of it lah. LOL
didn't learned any skills or else.. is it really my own problem huh?
it's now week 10th ady. lotsa assignments await still n i'm here still typing..
wth.....

getting in to TARC is just to runaway from my mom's ING keylock huh..
but it seems getting useless n useless n useless..
yea. am going to back to my mom's keylock soon.
very soon.


am having a quite big problem with my...... jaw bone ah. kinda like latt gao ady.
LOL. can't bite hard things. even an apple also can't. wth =.=
my mom's words frightened me out u know=.=
said that jaw bone might also can get cancer =.=!
oh my Lord. really kena cancer I die 99. lol
but if 2012 is really the end of the day then nvm lohh.
got the whole world of ppl die with me.

xD

the 2009 is going to end just in 19days.
days going too fast too fast isn't it?
what if the planet earth turns slowly?
should be better?
maybe.
=)

banana.
i dunno what to do to makes u get back ur ooommph for ur study.
i dunno how to change u back to ur old days which u was still quite hardworking for ur study.
but all i know is my support for u are always there for u no matter what.
more enough just like my body size. u should knew my body size much more clearly than anyone else.
=)

ten million Fireflies
=)

鼓.

突然被我怀念的中学生涯..
因为今年的毕业生们那一张张的照片.
一副一副挂在脸上的笑容.

中学生涯里的_鼓日子.
进入了我的生活世界大概有六年之久.
所有的人.事.物
突然间因一场<梦无界>而再次的被挖出来.
很抱歉.
学业功课堆积如山的小山丘. 现实生活的枷锁.
我最终没有出席<梦无界>.

错过很多很多.
在报章上看到关于这次演奏会的报导.
错过了更多.

鼓日子.
我会不去.
我已经走出了 鼓日子.
招兵买马活动. 我没资格.
我承认.



请不要让我回首过去.
目前的我抱有太多的遗憾.
请不要让我怀念中学生涯.
我必须向前走.

其实只是突然而来的感受 =)

证明.

Achmed =)

Achmed, The Dead Terriorist.
I like him. hahahaha~
I could smile whenever I watch this..
even that I have watched it for dunnoe how many times.
=)




Silent! I'll Kill You!




and since Christmas is coming sooonn.
=)



Have fun everyone
=D





actually I'm just lazy to update.
feel lazy n lazy n lazy n whole lot of lazyness.
lol.

Four n Ever.
=]

Lazyness.

so lazy..
damn lazy..
very lazy..
so freaking lazy..

another way reading sentences below.

so Razy..
damn Razy..
veLy Razy..
so fLeaking Razy..

haha~

I one sure will update..update..update..
hahahaha~~~


Wish me HappY Birthday!!
x)

Can You Be with Me?

Blog.

talk about blog..
what is the definition of blog?
部落格是让人通过文字来抒发自己的内心感情.
可是不一定每个人都会认真地将自己想讲的东西写出来.
不是每个人都可以把自己的事情公开出来.
打一半不打一半.透露一半不透露一半.
看到半桶水酱..很鬼死乱水.
有些就因为要给人看而打部落..
打得一字一句都要小心谨慎.有时连假的东西都要搬上来写.
有点没有明白. 有点没有了解他们的明白.

ohmygoodness..
what am I writing...................

很压力.
突然间真的很压力.
"你妈妈其实很辛苦的..如果你不接的话.你妈妈这13年的努力就白费了的啦."
"你是时候跟妈妈来开会学习.然后考试啦..都时候就差不多了啦."
这是我偶像说的.
"你读书到底有没有浪费钱dorr.."
这是我姐姐说的.
"ahmei 的学费又千多块..还要在19th前settle..这个月会很手紧.."
这是我妈说的.
我偶像说的话.我不得不承认她是对的.
我姐姐说的话.我不得不承认有这个可能的存在.
我妈妈说的话.我不得不承认妈妈真的是很辛苦.
连DSLR的事都不再有开口商量的勇气.

I'm not a rich ppl.
but i have to face the problem that rich person usually meet..
n I'm the chosen person.
n I have no choice but accept it.
I know that everything my mum did is for my own good.
I know..
I know...
I know....


ahhhahahahahahaha..
chillax~
chillax~~
chillax~~~
=(

Supports..
Will You..?

Details.

oh welll.... okay....
since I ady have a long long time never really update my dayz.
n still i'm superb lazy to type word by word..
so I'm gonna let the photos do the talks..
yeayea.. JenJen, I'm copying your way.
n yet Shito also, I'm copying your way too.
xD


200909~270909
the KFC@TimesSquare 8dayz Life.
my very 1st time to work outside without any help by my parents.
=)

the 1st day. memang taktau apa nak buat.
=.=

no doubt. she is a girl, AiLin.
n straight away said mau chase jules.
LOL

but she is a funny girl though.=)
n another funny woman, Maizan. =)


(left)can't talk n deaf Rusmadi but he's memang rajin.
(middle)Maizan's husband. forgot his name.but likes to learn chinese
haha

Kamarul. always say WoAiNi to Jules.
=.=

Kak Lydia. have a monster voice. but funny too.
xD

Brownie. likes to sing always.
Ge God. xD

Ridhwan. always zatt me n play with me de.
LOL

William. Fucking rajin man.
haha.

Sharail n Lydia. Married.
his husband memang baik ppl.
n memang lengZai.
xD

the always curi tulang gang. LOL


it just like a family isnt it?
=)


just miss them..
=/

after these 8dayz..
i memang realized dou malay ppl memang lazy till a superb Limit =.=
I said SOME lahh...LOL.
but some of them are so rajin juga.
but the rajin ppl that i mentioned are almost from Sabah n Sarawak lahh..
LOL.
anyway.
its good to doing job with them..
have lotsa a funny things to laugh..
have lotsa of works to do =.= (because of some of the malay ppl.=.=!)
i'm not raicist la but. haha.
have a lotsa feel drinks. or should be unlimited drinks? xD
n although the gaji memang tak cukup lah..=.=
but still..
I'm happy with the experience that I gained.
=)

===================================

011009.
the days that we go buy the BBQ things.
=)

Shito."weii.. take that one la buntut~TESCO CHOICE ah u know!"
xDD

is she looking for SOMEONE!?
LOL.

ini org(Jules) memang good in curi tulang.
=.=

Shito."TESCO CHOICE better la bang. =.="
haha.

you're not artist, cover for what jekk =.=?


well. the things we have.

at last. the bill list. long lah man.
LOL.

its a pretty good day at first derr.
but tapi taktau why the mood n the suasana changed suddenly.
LOL.
changed till memang tak sesuai I loh...
=.=
the total amount spent = more than 400bucks.
@.@
anyway.. happy jiu good.
due to our dirty hand(twins said one. LOL)
no photos were taken at the 021009 BBQ night. =/
so u guys MUST rmb the night that we had at 021009
=)

===================================

the u7 Kite Day.
=)

the view of WongBakMan(linlin said de xD) memang cantik loh=)

macam so pro like that =.=

her face like so cruel n gonna kill the grasschoper.
LOL


what a nice shot!
photographed by me la sure
xD


bagbag man Francis =)


Cool Allen. or should be Water Allen?!
xD
nice shot too cuz also photographed by me lah.
xDDD


tengok apa bang?



the Poses.


my kite steady so i can sit,
their kite not steady lagi so cannot sit.
xD


hmmm....


he beh tahan liao loh.LOL


ahlinlin so tired after cycling from her house.
haha


Shito straight away rompak linlin punya bicycle.


siapa ni =.=?

whose one?

of course is mine lah this. xD


see~ Shito memang high liao =.=

Plz Drink me!!!!!
(spot the bottle lahh~~)

guess who is it?
I shall not mention the name.
but i give u the clue.
his name is so smelly punya.
xD


Short version Superman!?!!
(sorry ah Shito~~~~ @.@)

at last saw this dead fish=.=



at last last car no oil go pump oil baru blh balik rumah
LOL

welll.....
so random no any arrangement for this u7 EVENT!?
anything watever lahh..haha..
we had reall good time =)
fly kite cycling seeing the nice view taking photos n many more...
so whatever..
we're happy aren't we?
=)

forsomeonewhoaresorandomsofuckingemotionsandsoFanJian.
isentthecoffetoyouisnottoremindyouthatmybirthdayiscomingbutjusttocareaboutyouasafrienddojek
wantyoutofindbackthesmilethatyouusedtohaveonyourfaceimnotaskingtohealupyourselfrightnowlah
cuziknowitsallabouttimeslahafter19ofoctoberyoumustfindoutthewaythatyoushouldmoveontoalreadylohmyfriend
ifnotiwillreallywrapyoutoanotherplaceanddon'teverletyoucomebackhereiknowyousurewillsaygooddelahbut nobirdyouahafterthatdayimsurewillfindyououtandaskyoumustpressureyouxD

041009
=)

Back.

hey guys~

I'm Back!

=)








Stay tuned dudezz.
will make a full detail update sooner.
=p

by the way.
Mooncake Festival coming soon~
have a nice day eveyone
=)





oh yeah!
tmr is my mum's big big 53th Birthday~~
HappY birThdaY ~ Mum~
=)

I will be your Yes Man.
Trust me.
Salary.

SemBreak.

oh well well well ...
all the exams ended n here comes the holidayzaaa~
hohohohohohoho~
xD
Have a nice holidayz dude~
especially to U7. LOL
=)


hmm..
instead of worrying about maybe I'm gonna fail the ITA subject.
why don't I just take a Big break to myself 1st be4 knowing the result?
LOL
Yes I'm sure I will.
=)

btw..
被妈妈公司的同事拉去参加羽球赛.. lol~
I think I'm probably the youngest participant.
hohohohoho..
but damn damn pressure lah man..
so many ppl knew that I'm Madam Chong's daugther =.=
once get into the court.
"ouh Madam Chong's daugther~~~"
ohmyGod...............................
if win then good jehh.
but once I get lose then........... ohGod....
"Cannot you know.."
=[
God bless me.




I made that good girls gone bad.
haha.
=p

Dutssy Stussy.

up-tO-daTe.

ah well.
tuesday is coming soon lorr weii.
study jorr mei oh you all. LOL
u7 memang not yet start study der lar.
so that question u7 punya ppl no need to answer.
xD


LOL.
noticed that have a "study" word above..
means gonna exam on tuesday lorr.
somemore the subject is super duper boring nia..
big big SIGH to myself lorr..
memang no mood to study lorr..
since i'm into you. x)
cuz too looking forward to holidayzz zorr weeiii.
that's why memang out of study mood lorr.
add on my house added new tv n some "secret weapon"..
LOL.. due to these 2 thingy. made me tambah no mood to study.
=[

SO.
I have decided to.................
continue to be one of the U7 Last Minute Gang.
hhahahahahahahahahaha.
=.=

latest up-tO-daTe will be post after the exam lahh..
white white lohh..
LOL.



p/s
oh yeah.. I pet a new puppy. xD
actually not new lar. she came herself punya =.=
LOL

pp/s
my shoulder damn damn pain.
=[

Pineapple Flavoured.

=)

Congrats.

congtras to who??
my little big sistarrrr~~
she got pregnant. LOL..
good news good news. hahahaha.
(outside mou lala put fireworks. LOL. so ngam key xD)

老妈子终于等到jorr..
they were all so happy when talking about the baby. LOL
especially my sistarrr. HAHA
sure happy lar she.. waited for almost 3yrs jorr lorr weii..
=)

a lil conversation between the doctor n my sistarrr.
congrats worr.. really got pregnant ady worr.
(so happy knowing that she FINALLY have a baby. LOL)
nahh..(poiting that dark dark thingy) this is your bb larkk.
ohh....(cant see anything. just dark dark. LOL)
(the baby just have 9mm long only ahh. cuz 4 weeks only mah. LOL)
the bb lehh.. have no heart beat derr worr..
what!!? NO HEART BEAT!!??
ohh..now 4weeks only mahh.. no heart beat derr..
PHEW~~~ =.=
hahahahah...
the words no heart beat memang freak my sistarrr out i tell you..
LOL

anyway.
feel happy for my sistarr also
=)
yay~ my house is gonna add a new member soon.
xD
a niece or a nephew soon~~
should a beautiful n adorable niece or handsome n man nephew~
=]




TRY paktor.
TRY propose.
TRY break up.
xD
but no any try to u.
=)

040909.

=]

Again.

bandage leg.LOL

spot the different between 2 legs x)

still rmb these 2 photos?
i think you guys probably forgot or don't even know about it.
haha nvm =)

ehh....
hard to explain in IngGeLiShi ahh.
you all know larr.. IngGeLiShi poor mahh..
no change lorr. so i use ChaiNiShi better abit. haha.

这两张照片咧..是去年八月的不懂那一天pk后拍下来的..LOL
放得这两张照片上来.大家应该懂"AGAIN"是代表somo意思liao lorr..
=//
yess.. you all are right.
i'm now cacat again =.=

话说星期一出去看戏啦.. 看UpUp.
看下看下就有想去XuXu一下酱咯.有又很急两下所以就跑快两步将咯.
结果一个酱子跑...没feel到那个斜坡.
一个差错脚..就 kena 99 jorr....LOL
那时候真的是痛到妈妈叫到GGL! 痛到我自己哑喊喊我妈妈都不认得!
LOL.
睡在地上超过15秒.然后就硬撑继续去上厕所 =.=
就是酱咯.......haiz.

cacat again. sienz lorr weiii..
tak boleh makan chicken prawn. cant drink mineral water somemore!
LOL
only can drink boiled water =.=
T______T





Bless me.

You're Hung Over.

=)

a lil Lame.

since the study weeks On. need no to go college.
so lehh...quite lame n boring lurr..BUT
just when I'm at home larr..
there's some random photos~=)

my 6u7.
sorry for being neglect you all these few weekz.
=/

"bracelet Boy~" Shito =]

"Alien" Allen x)


"Soya King" Zhao Ge =)

"SunWuKong" SoonMin xD

"LeMon" LeNNon. xp

5 of us. satu lagi fatt KahChoon.
takda dia punya photo. soli soli.

When we were doing our 4th assignment of the Concetptual Design.
"Respect The NOSE."

Fak Off. KUKU CHOW~
"尊重彼此(鼻子)" xD

play till high jorr. haha.

tapi only the Alien Allen tak mau play.

bareclet Boy Shito:"Sou Heng. =/"


SoonMin's. Cool dude!

by mEEE! xpp


RESPECT!

尊重!!

oUR Grafitti

=)

6u7 punya Grafitti.
the Alien. the SunWuKong. Fat KahChoonwith red shirt.
Bracelet Boy. Soya King. n the Lemon.
XDD

JuLuSei's Group punya
=]

Twins j0 ahsze cactus 's Group punya Grafitti
=)

KK. KS. GouLou. KienPong. Eason. n CheeYong 's Group punya Grafitti.
x)

that's all sin lar harr.
next time steal steal capture all their uglg faces ady.
then upload all up.
xpp

No More Sorry. Clear?
=]