Offered.Jail.

TARC accepted my application.

nope..actually should be my mum's application-.-

got offered= got to get in JAIL. =D lolz..

0518 are my 1st day.

hmm. not more than 25dayzz left for me ady, I think.

aihz.have to drive alone with a long distance to college.

come n back come n back come n back still.. =/

dunno how long I can hang on larr.but I'll be optimistic derr.

cause no matter optimistic or pessimistic, I have to continue my dayz still.

so lorr.. happy more good =D

these few dayzz were bad.my day n night turned upside down.

can't get sleep in the middle of night. even till 2-3pm.

felt really darn sleepy while at the morning even during my work.

n it's real that u'll get mad easily if u nvr get enuf sleep.

my pity studentzz. especially those r dumb dumb n sibeh slow in doin' hmwrk der.

so. so arr. wanna date me out yamcha or go play must fast niaa.

if not start college life jorr then gg liao lorr.

cuz many of them seem darn buzy after they have started their college life.

so....DATE me plzzzZZZZ....=/

You n Me.

身体警报.

PPl.
请重视您身体发出的任何警报.

我姨丈.
今年年头得cancer.
现在依然接受治疗.
得病根源是在意外发生弄断手.之后迟迟未能痊愈.
经过医生最后证实.结果是cancer.

我舅姆.
昨天证实得brain cancer.第4期..
不开刀只有1个月命.开刀只有9个月命.
得病根源是事前几个月甚至去年已开始觉得身体某部位隐隐疼痛.
不过没有去正视身体里发出的警报..
结果...

对我姨丈.
他虽然不是百分白的好老公.不是个百分百的好爸爸.
但曾几何时他还是我小时候很爱粘的一个姨丈.
他会吉人天上.
有的是他之前在我妈那里替自己替家人签下保障.
有的是我妈坚持不将他要断保的意愿的医疗保险给断掉.偷偷的替他继续交保费.
他.现在拥有足够的钱财去支撑他整个家庭的经济.

对我舅姆.
她是个很gu honn的舅姆.舅舅也一样.(这样才是夫妻.)
我们家人都很喜欢zat他们.尤其是舅姆.
但都是出至于娱乐.而且是在麻将台上的时候.
因为他们都很喜欢找我家哥哥姐姐"顶脚"打牌.因为我们够快.
我们也都很喜欢跟他们打牌.因为跟他们打牌很多笑料.也可以有少少钱赚.
听到他儿子哭着跟我妈说舅姆得brain cancer后.
我居然会有意想不到.会有很想哭出来.
我真的不想失去这个舅姆.

所以...
please..please..PLEASE..!!
beware of any warning that comes out from your body!
我不想再听到任何人有这样的事情发生...
not my dearest family..
not my dearest friends..
not you you n YOU all.

Offered.

悲.容许我脱节.

昨天两个birthday gurl. ash & nel.
happy wonderful 18th birthday to u 2 =]
sorry for not giving u 2 any present instead of sponsored EGGs.
I promised I get the presents to u 2.



昨天的party.
发现自己对于要去认识人的时候.真地会变得很没胆.
真地会变得很缩骨.别人尚未来打招呼就先害怕去认识别人.
很悲.



很对不起今天早上吃早餐的那三条水.
不是有意的变哑巴.不是故意的变无言.
是脱节的关系.请原谅.
很很悲.



"tu ran you qing sheng de nian tou"
哈.看得明的人就或许会很讶异.
谢谢mei的人生道理.mei的加油.
还是很悲.



对于入学很矛盾.想院方批又想院方不批.
还是谢谢mei的"寄来了再算."
依然很悲.

I'm really getting insane.

over n over n over again.

allow me out of touch..

allow me to cry..in perfect silence..

need u badly.

Study. Party. "Heng Dai".

Study.

FINALLY, my college life get starts soon. 18th of May. It's really SOON.

since my mum hate to know that I have to take course to have a certificate be4 I can get the course for diploma..

N add on I have to get myself to Pinang if I take that course.
N plus my mum 100% wouldn't let me do that cuz she don't believe that I can get myself study hard for it if I really do go Pinang.
so I HAVE to take the diploma of MD instead of taking the Cert of Business.

u all will get shock if u all know what MD stands for.

MD stands for Multimedia Design @.@

but till now I not yet complete the application form still. wat the F.U.C.K am I doing now.

and yet, I'm now Miss KarYi's JUNIOR.

yes, she will be my senior at TARC. it's really funny isn't it =/?

but anyway I'm glad to have a senior just like her =]

I bet she'll helps me alot. IF we can meet up each other easily since TARC is quite SMALL.

=]

Party.

well.. tmr will be a full day ON.

the day get starts from early the morning till the night maybe even till the next day.

April isn't a gud month to save money lorr weii. tons of birthday buddies.

I'm just simply get mad with the present for all the birthday boyz n girlz.

chocolate?! macam so fu yan ppl like that.

branded accessories?! nanti out of budgets then gg liao.

handmade present?! tak boleh ah my most worst part.

aihz. deal. all buy BRANDED chocolate. xD
anyway. I berharap tmr can goes smoothly n nth bad gets happen larr.

"Heng Dai".

received a sms from ahkok.

my heng dai yong hoon got in hospital becuz of denggi.

can't even contact for sure. but I reaaly do hope he'll get well soon.

u'll know y I really do hope him to get well asap when u know his healthy situation.

may Guan Yin Ma protect u n may GOD bless u.

N do take care urself lorr everyone =]

lastly. the new I mentioned wasn't iPhone lar k.

function多不一定就是iPhone nah..

I'm poor enough to get a iPhone larr weii..

spot the phone inside that box? xD

now this is the phone that I bought larr =D

for me. macam ni derr phone ady so functionable liao lorr.
had used to it with my little old baby phone liao marr. hehe.
so I wouldn't use iPhone derr larr. unless I can handle this phone sin larr.
peharps I after 10yrs larr. 0.0

Final Decision.

Life.Lost.

现讲讲今天的天气.
01++pm起床.我知道很迟.我也懂我是猪啦.
一起身天气好像还不错.
过后就一直下雨停雨下雨停雨再下雨....
=/

最近生活简单. 没somo两样.

买了新手机. 感觉还不错.
不过有点不习惯. 太新潮了吧. 哈.
应该是说太多功能了.不会用 =/
比较习惯我以前那架. sibeh小架又很简单用的电话.
不用问我位somo习惯用可还要买新的啦.
如果我那小宝贝电话可以正常操作的话我定不会浪费钱买的.

礼拜六去tarc =/
买报名表格.看到一大堆升学资料.
今天姐姐说我只可以先读certificate.才可以正式读diploma.
人家读4年2个月就毕业.我要读5年6个月.
现在想起来.. Peien你讲的或许是对的.这个代价真的很大.
若真的读的话.18th May就开课了..
oh mann..
我没选择.不能再违抗妈妈的意思.会死人的.
so solii lorr vivian..can't study MMU with u ady =/

nth else I can write jorrr. no more ady.
but anyway.
那个头很大额头很高的人.明天考车顺利啦.
快快考到个车牌来.以后就轮到你载我liao.
=]

Lost.