MANY dayzz~

welll..
I ady sooooooo many dayz didn't updatez my blogg..
my blogg ady got sooo many DUST jorr..
haha..
I have no idea oso lorr..
teacher is just that busy derr larr...


haha..
actually the teacher that I being isn't that busy oso larr.
just that evyday would got gekk by all the didi n meimei like that lorr.
sometimes check their homework would lost out ur BRAIN JUICE lorr.lolz.
just that ady made me so headache jorr..sometimes larr..
so got back home ady so tired n on pc oso need time lerr..
lazy to wait then straightly dun wanna on lorr..
paiseh larr..
for those whom view my blog n look for my new updatez =/


anyway~
CNY is justttttttt arouuuunnnD 1 more corner only lerr weii..
1 more day to 年30晚 jorr..
hoho.. I'm 100% sure my area will have police come take "tea money" xD
cuz lerr.. my neighbourhood sibeh richhh derr weii.
put fire-crackers tak payah money like that lorr..
haha.."NOMB" lorr..
I'll have free fire-crackers view to watch marr x)

okayy ady larr. thats all lurr..
I'm very very VERY looking forward for the CNY lorr~~ xD


p/s. "NOMB" means None Of My Bussiness xD

Wish u guys~~~
haPPy cHinEsE nEw yEaR~~!!!!
xD

I'll face it after CNy, okay?

老师.

I'm a teacher now. =]


最近在负责功课班.
讲简单不简单.难又不会太难.
就其实很多科目都还蛮okayy的..
就只是科学咯..................
(u knoww larr..最不dim就是科学 =/)
看到那些题目.omG.....
想那些答案想到头都软liaoo...0.0

最近"moon come moon 罗嗦" 了咯.. 死火咯..
讲明功课班.一定要在限定的时间做完功课marr.
那班瓜做功课作作下会神游的warr..
so?! 要时不时就叫下名字.时不时又要去讲下他们.
"还有几本啊?!""做完了没有啊?!"....etc etc.
lolzzzzz...


当老师就是得罗嗦些.
还有要"软硬适中"对待那班瓜.
我绝对了解我的明白. =/

最够力就是那些做功课慢到鬼酱的瓜!
是 sibeh pressure 的咯..!
尤其是功课多的时候....差不多要放学都还在做..
你知道啦..
家长让学生来这里做功课就是要省掉他们在家忙功课的时间.
若连在这里都做不完的话..肯定会投诉或什么的.
所以是 sibeh sibeh 有压力的..sometimes larr..


唉..再酱罗嗦下去我就快变aunt了咯..
perhapss..uncle?! xD
很多家长以为我是男老师咯.死咯死咯.
(再强调xD)虽然我真的是不care啦. ^^""
不过多少都会影响到我姐咯..............


anyway..
it's still okaayy to work as a teacher.. I think..?
hmm..

I'm just running away from the Uni. ain't I..?

Direction.

had a dinner with my family last night.
nehh.. mr ah eng derr 香记海鲜酒家.
I could only realised after asked my bro-in-law.
lolz..


while waiting for those mum mum.
my mum asked about what Im gonna study.
"怎样哦..要读什么的哦你.."
"读音乐..可以没有?不可以吗.."
"音乐只可以当兴趣..找不到饭吃的.."
"...."
"要跟mummy做还是要把帮姐姐手做老师?"
"随便啦.."
"不要随便啦..给点主见.."
"....(你练出来的吗-.-)"





what Im gonna be...?
I had a answer fo myself today.
Answer.
I forced to be a teacher.
I have to be a insurer to help my mum.





anyway..
my mum gave me an offer.
she said that if I want to take part for the astro singing comp. is okay derr.
but must make a quick plan.




aikz...
shall I take the chance...?
I can't help my sister if I take it..
and surely my sis n bro will blame that I'm just wasting time only..
sighhh.....

I definitely pressure didn't I..?
=/

03012009. ING day.

妈妈说03012009.一定要我跟她去开会.
可前一天跟高三帮出了一整天.
半夜才赶回家睡觉..累到狗酱.
老妈早上问我还要不要去.
不要去就不要去咯..
想到答应了她.结果还是去了.


一去到那里.. "good morning..AM! "
(AM~macam is the highest jawatan in ING -.-)
很压力的咯喂............
这次的内容又刚好关于recruiting的东西.
所以是又拿我来讲下.不是又拿我来讲下酱.
老妈摆明是做我咯......
一直笑笑笑酱来带过..-.-
sighhh...


还以为有钱家的太子爷太子女才会有这种压力.
万万想不到自己也有酱的一天.
是好笑还是好哭??! lolz..


过后要跟她们去吃lunch.
去那个somok ulu langat吃海鲜哇..
远到鬼酱..AM两夫妻又带错路.
斋去都用了整两粒钟.lolz..
马六甲都去到了咯..-.-

那里的菜色ma ma deii罢了咯.
我那车的同事全部在那边"弹"到乱.
(那车的全部跟我很friend下的. xD)
晒酱多时间去那边吃埋普通菜色.
sighhh...


就酱子..一整天就boh liao..
lolz..
不过跟那班friend friend deii的同事吹水是很爽下的.
哈哈.






Im just felt free..
while blowing water with them only..
ain't I..?

My Way.

hmm.酱有一年了咯.
高三年真的是结束了的啦..
我不能再依赖中学生活..
纵容我不去学习自立的中学生涯.
纵容我自行自决定.我行我素的生活.


"wei..明年要读什么哦.??"
这是大家时常给与我的开场白..
"不懂哦.."
这也是我时常给大家的答复..


很想知道我真正的答案是吗?
嗯.
答案..
我可能不能继续读书.
我可能直接接手妈妈所谓的家族生意.
我可能为了帮姐姐的事业而去读管理系.

我真正想修的..是音乐系.
但音乐不能当饭吃.
家庭背景给与我家庭负担.
我不能自私.不能不负责任.

曾经很自气高昂的发誓要参加新秀赛.
曾经发誓要闯进超级星光大道.
没有了..呵呵..
所以啊.那些要做海报来支持我的朋友们.
可以省下来了啦..呵呵.

"I'm a doll.
yes. I'm a doll..
a doll who just do exactly what my mum say..
no ignore. no comment."

这就是我出世以来到现在..
到现在..只是一个拥有普通知识的人.
就连关于大学的基本认知也不懂.
什么foundation.college.uni.都不懂.
荒谬吗? 很荒谬..


很可惜的是.我不可以告诉妈妈我有多无助.
问我要读哪里.要读什么.
骂我相信朋友多于相信家人.
骂我不自我反省.骂我到现在依然放荡无恙.
我无言以对....




anyway..
2008 is gonna end just in 1 more day.
as everyone told themselves.
a new year comes a new life, new hope..
I could have just pray for the same isn't it..?



我要加油.