realised...

first of all.
this post should posting using Chinese..
but the first thing I Realised is that my laptop have no Chinese since it got format.
wth.
nvm. I'm still posting it using English eventhough my English is seriously broken.
omG.

alright seriously I cried just now. Yes lenn0n mongfei cried.
rarely heard abt that I CRIED right. Good.
I realised. So I cried.
I realised that.. I dunno how to communicate with my families.
I realised that.. I dunno how to face them or what to say with them evrytime I reached home.
I realised that.. I'm like not a part of them. More likely a ppl who borrow their place to stay.
I realised that.. I have to wear a mask during facing them but not during facing my friends.
I realised that.
I'm now in a big big trouble.
That's why I cried. lol. lame huh.
support support support. mana u all?
omg.

I'm now posting bullshit.
Actually it's just assignment pressure. normal normal.
don't worry abt me because of the CRIED.
LOL.


sorry for rejecting 2 of my best gangs friends. drum team n my lovely 6A2'08
really don't mean to reject u guys from attending both event.
just the god damn it assignment killed me n killing me still even it had KILLED me.
omg.
SO SO Sorry...
Forgive me..


last few days for 09'.
what is my wishes?!
hope I could "hard year early die"
omG. bullshit again.
=/


For God Sake.
I'm so dead.

Korean Boy.
Satly Bun Sperm

Hey..

hello again to my dead blog.
been a long long time i didn't update it huh..am really really darn lazy ever since my sem2 started.
yea, been kept on typing "LAZY LAZY" since sem2 started. duhh.. what hell is going on?
I pun tak tahu.

for god sake.
I really didn't learned anything since i got in TARC.
but not to doubt TARC, it's my own probs i think. part of it lah. LOL
didn't learned any skills or else.. is it really my own problem huh?
it's now week 10th ady. lotsa assignments await still n i'm here still typing..
wth.....

getting in to TARC is just to runaway from my mom's ING keylock huh..
but it seems getting useless n useless n useless..
yea. am going to back to my mom's keylock soon.
very soon.


am having a quite big problem with my...... jaw bone ah. kinda like latt gao ady.
LOL. can't bite hard things. even an apple also can't. wth =.=
my mom's words frightened me out u know=.=
said that jaw bone might also can get cancer =.=!
oh my Lord. really kena cancer I die 99. lol
but if 2012 is really the end of the day then nvm lohh.
got the whole world of ppl die with me.

xD

the 2009 is going to end just in 19days.
days going too fast too fast isn't it?
what if the planet earth turns slowly?
should be better?
maybe.
=)

banana.
i dunno what to do to makes u get back ur ooommph for ur study.
i dunno how to change u back to ur old days which u was still quite hardworking for ur study.
but all i know is my support for u are always there for u no matter what.
more enough just like my body size. u should knew my body size much more clearly than anyone else.
=)

ten million Fireflies
=)